Sorry you found those ugly texts. I finally stopped snooping a while ago. I don't know if reality or my imagination is worse. I do know that when I snoop I lose focus and go down that awful road of crazy hurt and emotions.
You have learned a lot over these months and you had a hiccup. No big deal. You've got this.
What church would your H prefer your s attend? Certainly not one that supports his (lack of) morals and principles.
I just got back from a womens retreat this weekend. It was great! If you ever get a chance to do that, you should go for it. Wonderful prayer, meditation, and bonding with other women.
Me:33 H:35 M: 12 years D-15 S-6 Bomb: 6-2013 OW: 11/2013 Kids and I moved out: 11/2013 when he continued to lie about affair Kids and I moved back in 12/2013 H moved out 2/2014