Oh my gosh, beating yourself up... In that I can relate! I relive and rehash and replay my bad moments over and over again until I'm ready to curl into a ball for life. I am sorry you made a mistake but pull yourself up and move on.

And labug, making up stories out of small items is all me as well. Thank you for the reminder to stop letting my mind run away from reality.

Me: 33 / H: 36
M: 10y / T: 14y
3 kids
BD: 2/22/14
Live in separation 3/8/14
H consult lawyer, says filing asap 4/24/14
H moved out 4/25/14
2nd time around. 1st separation 4y ago lasted a month