I said to her last night that I was moving on with my life and focusing on myself and the boys from now on. But I suppose I did also say that if at some point in the future she wanted to talk to me she could.She just said she was glad that I was doing that as its what she wants me to do. I know its weak and exactly the opposite of what I should be doing but I am still struggling to accept that this may be it. I am still married to her in my head and it has all happened so quickly, I suppose i'm punch drunk.
