Yesterday felt like BD all over but the pain eased quickly because it really wasn't new info. I had gotten sucked into his niceness and had put off the search for a L who gave a reasonably priced consultation. I wonder if he is just being manipulative so I don't make any moves before he is ready. I would have never thought him capable but I don't know this man at all.
3b - I totally get that crazy story about the text. Last night h told me I was living in a delusion and was crazy and completely making up OW. 6 months ago I would have fought back and Last night I just walked away.
Gb- . I took your advice. H had continued on with a bunch of crazy making spew for the rest of night. Each time he began i told him i was not talking to him when he was drinking and we certainly werent doing this in front of kids. When I went to sleep I told myself I did the best I could. I slept very soundly.
Me 44 H 42 M 10 T 12 (at time of BD) Ss 20 16 S11 (special needs)
BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom 10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied S and I move out 3/15
