Ahh Dingo, it suxx but it will get better. I don't think you enabled her to waver, she was going to do that. It was difficult for you to protect yourself. I learned a lot about myself in relationships from my DB journey, I couldn't have learned those things any other way.
What have you learned?
What's your plan now?
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss