Road to happiness...WAW

[tough spot]

I would imagine that yes, you did do those things. However, they might have been exagerrated a touch. Not sure, I wasn't there. For me, all the negative emotions boil down to one thing and one thing only. That 'thing' is fear.

I constantly battle against letting fear run my life. In some of the most absurd situations at that. Like I don't try new things because I am afraid to fail. Who gives a sh*t if I fail at something? Especially if I had fun doing it. Or better yet, trying something new because I know what I am currently doing isn't giving me the results I want.

I would rather stay with the uncomfortable known than the possibly better yet unknown. Fear will kick my ass if I let it. And it often masks itself under other emotions such as greed, jealousy, etc. Not sure what that had to do with your post but that is where I am at!