Thank you guys, I just finished another training day at my job, lets see if they ended giving me the job.
I feel sad and I have been thinking the whole day that my W left forever and I will not be able to show her my changes, I hope I can change with your help guys and therapy and as much stuff as I can. Its hard to keep repeating to myself how I screwed over and she said she has done nothing wrong frown if I could it go back in the time...
I just know I didnt do it on purpose its just that I dont know any better, I really really hope she is upset and one day she can see that she loved me and it wasnt only codependency as she said. frown


When the student its ready, the teacher will appear...
Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me."
Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.