Been following along with you and am still impressed with your strength!!!
When my H left the first time and filed for D, I had to go to a parenting class as required by our state when going through a D. There were several people there that became emotional as they introduced themselves or asked questions. It had been long enough for me that I was ok!
This time around, I decided to start seeing an IC and she asked me what brought me to see her and I was a blubbering, snotty mess! You might be too but it is one on one and they have seen everything! I saw her today and actually laughed a lot when she wanting me to picture my H in my head, trying to hand over a steaming pile of poo to me! I told her I will have a hard time not laughing the next time I see him! I will update my thread one of these days and explain that!!!
Having said all that, seeing an IC has been the best decision I have made in a long time!!!
Have a great weekend!
BD-Aug 2009 OW Confirmed H moves out Dec 2009 D filed by H-Mar 2010 H asks to come home April 2011 BD AGAIN 1-15-2014! H seeing FOW! H ran away again! 1-18-2014