[BrightFuture]

Update. H responded to my e-mail today. Started with “Hi Bright, that is all good news. I trust your calculations, so go forward with that.” This means he trusts me calculating the company tax refund towards what I made, so it is my money that I can pay me. He then tells me that he will be here on Monday to sign the personal tax return, and that he needs to check on the insurance on the car and truck, he said that the car should be liability only. I guess he is truly calculating his money and thinks that he can lower the insurance. He finished the e-mail with “See you Monday”.

I hope he doesn’t come until later on Monday. My Dad will be staying with me for a few days. I assume he will want to go to my sister’s. She hasn’t really discussed this with me, but I think that this is going to be the case. My sister has another relative at her house right now and he is living on Monday, I think. So, I will need to make sure I drive my Dad to my sister’s on Monday, even if for a day. I don’t want my Dad here when H comes. Just too much stress for me.

I don’t why I dread H coming to the house. I just don’t have any more energy for anything these days, and this is going to drain the rest of it. Sometimes I wish that it would all be over already one way or another.