Take Two ...

[Train]

Forgot to journal about this; and would love to hear thoughts, especially if I was out of line:

Last night, I was with a friend and stopped by my usual grocery store. Yep, same grocery store OW is employed. I haven't been in there since this all exploded. But in a temporary moment of, um, probably insanity, I decided: This is my town. I've made this place my home since before I even met H. And I need wine. I'm not going to be fearful of staying out of a place.

So I went in. OW is working. And I kid you not: I'm standing in produce, and she steps away from her register and walks toward me and just stops and STARES at me. I continue to the wine, grabbed a bottle, and moved on. I went through a line that she was not working at, and as I was leaving, I FELT her stares, so, yeah, I looked back at her. She was helping someone else, and she literally followed me, with her eyes - SMIRKING!!!!!!! - until I walked completely past her. I just smiled back.

I got in my car, and my girlfriend said: "Omg, Train! She's standing right there!" Sure enough, OW was standing right outside the doors of the grocery store, arms crossed, looking around the parking lot.

I mean, she might as well cock her leg up and pee on H *and* the supermarket.

What class.

Perhaps it's best if I avoid that place, after all ... or maybe I should go back in for a bottle of wine and video her.