No contact with h yesterday and I am feeling much calmer today. I think a lot of my mood yesterday stemmed from s morning tantrum screaming for h.

My step kids are here this weekend. This has been the most difficult times since we are together more playing games or watching movies with the kids in the evening when I am off work.

My mantra this weekend is
No expectations= happiness

Me 44 H 42
M 10 T 12 (at time of BD)
Ss 20 16
S11 (special needs)

BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom
10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied
S and I move out 3/15