I'm so tired of the ups and downs. One min I can joke and laugh about my sitch the next I am hiding in a corner bawling.

I'm still broken. People say I am strong to stand by while he is doing this. I don't feel strong. I feel destroyed and broken.

Me: 33 / H: 36
M: 10y / T: 14y
3 kids
BD: 2/22/14
Live in separation 3/8/14
H consult lawyer, says filing asap 4/24/14
H moved out 4/25/14
2nd time around. 1st separation 4y ago lasted a month