I know you guys are right. But man was I feeling it the other day.
It retrospect I learned a lot from it because I actually realized how hard I have been on myself my whole life and how destructive it has been.
Rick - I really have no idea why I would focus so much energy on my f-ups. No idea.
SIAS - if my daughters messed up I would forgive them and still believe they are the most wonderful creatures in the universe. Maybe one day I could do that for myself.
Hopefully the next time it wont be as bad.
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13