Don't be embarrassed. I think it is great that you released your feelings. Your situtation is so new! I'm soooo sorry you felt uncomfortable. I agree that people have a tendency to dismiss MLC and think gold chains and motorcycles. I did not mention that term. However, I did mention that my h was hanging around with 20somethings, discussing how old he was, etc. I let them draw their own conclusions.
I think it is important to remember that you are in a group where everyone is in pain. It may feel awkward at times. However, I think it may end up being cathartic for you. I'm glad to hear you wil be starting IC. It will definitely help your healing.
You are doing great:)
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer
