He just called to tell me that he is meeting the appraisers at our house this afternoon. It just makes me want to throw up.

His behavior has been odd. Our interactions are positive. He is increasingly secretive. I show no interest. He said he had a really rough session with his IC last week. After that he was more engaged with the kids. Not sure how long that will last.

Actually arranging for the appraisal instead of just talking about it is the first concrete action to D since the January BD so I am bummed.

Not that I am not ready to let him go. I took my rings off Monday. But dismantling our family is still not the right thing to do.

LL 43 H 51
T 8 M 6
SS 17 15
S 6 D 3
H MLC started early 2013-think earlier actually, when BFF almost died
mini-BD 8/13 separate rooms
IDLYA, demands D ASAP 1/14
DR,DB,180s,LRT,GAL since mid Feb
So confused