Wants to leave again after a month!!!

[DFE]

Thank you Upwards. I just bought the book. I agree there is something in me that is making this so hard to deal with right now. I will make it as I know I'm not the only one to have gone through this but it hurts deep in my soul.

For me it's the loss of a family member. He is my husband" my partner, my friend, and the father of my kids. It wasn't supposed to be like this.