She left - 2

[gogofo]

Thanks BB that was how I felt when doing the gifts for the nieces and friend. I was motivated by the recipient. I did not second guess myself or have wavering feelings when I did it or even when she confronted me about it. The morning after she was upset I was tired and doubt started to creep in.

I won't stop doing these things as it is what I feel I want to do. If I quit now not only would I let myself down but it would make the W think she was correct, that it was all a game, and I know that she is not my motivation in these actions.