Wants to leave again after a month!!!

[DFE]

Thank you all. I just hate living with any regrets and I always seem to have it when it comes to my relationship. I know him and he will quickly find himself a place. This time it's for good. I just wish I could slow him down. I know all I can do is work on me and I know I should be stronger than this but it is hurting me bad.

I have tried IC and didn't get very far. It all comes down to me loving with my all and being loyal to a fault. Even when it is one sided. I hope I learn from this and don't end up in the same situation years down the road.

It still hurts to know that my children will hurt because of this and because we couldn't get along. My home becomes empty when he leaves and I hate that feeling. I have plenty of people surrounding me but the sense of having a complete family is very comforting. I love him and will miss him. It's like I am mouring a death.