Well what's done is done and you have to live with the consequences one way or another. Aside from the A, your changes have only been going on for a few weeks, so it is too early to see if you've actually changed. Slowly you're going to have to find a way to regain your W's trust.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.