You concentrated this whole post on your W's A and about the tour guide. But what were the marriage issues that the two of you had? You keep mentioning that you gave her everything (material) that she wanted when instead most women are looking for emotional connections more than monetary. How was your relationship with her in that area?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.