Now for some fun stuff...Right around the time I found this site, I received an email from Disney offering an amazing discount. I called and booked a trip for the kids and myself. I made me feel like I could plan for the future and that there would be life even after a D. I did secretly fantasy about being back together with H and him joining us.
This morning I finalized our trip for myself, S3 and S5. I am going to leave S1 back home so that I can really focus on the big guys. Everything is booked for a party of three (no more hoping that H may join us - living in my new reality). The boys love the monorail and we are going to stay in the Contemporary Resort because of the amazing deal I got. We are also going to be there for the Mickey Not So Scary Halloween Party. I am going to bring their costumes from last year..S5 was Peter Pan and S3 was Jake from Jake and the Neverland Pirates. I am going to be Tinkerbell.
I also booked dinner inside the castle. Although the boys don't love princesses, they think that Mickey and Minnie live in the castle so they are going to be so excited. H and I actually got engaged inside the castle and talked about bringing our children back to show them so I know that it will be hard for me. But I am determined to create new memories with my boys.
