But hoping she will miss me and ? Her own actions.
I know this is hard to do, especially so early and we all do it but drop that expectation. When you find yourself thinking it when doing something, challenger yourself about your motives.
Doing something and expecting something in return in any situation creates fertile ground for anger and resentment.
Do what you need to do for you.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss