H I realized that I really need to drop the rope. I need to start preparing for a life without H. I had let my H back in and started to let the expectations creep back up.
UGGHHH...I simply hate this sometimes.
Yes, it suxx.
Sitting through this tough stuff and sorting out the feelings is what moves us to the next level. Some transitions are easier than others.
You're doing great. I think your H does see who you really are, that's his conundrum. He wants his cake and to eat it, too.
That's not sustainable in real life.
It does seem that H thinks you'll always be right where he left you.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
