I had a conversation about this with my friend. I am aware of the chemicals and hormones coursing through my body. I also am trying to allow myself to just let go. Accept what is now, and not have any expectations.
Believe me, respect for myself is not anything about which to worry. I've always had self respect and dignity. I love me, and always have. I may at times not like something , but have always loved who I am and strived to be even better. My children taught me this.
Formerly Workinprogress H :55 M :over 29 yrs. Together : 33 D : college D : adult BD and left : May 2013 Separated Experimenting/Replay