I think my IC threw me for a loop this morning because I felt like he was trying to persuade me. I asked him if he was and then he back-tracked and insisted he was not. He's right, what I have now is not good enough for the long term. BUT, I'm not ready to drop the rope. I'm just not. Thankfully, my schooling has kept me EXTREMELY busy, so I have been distracted, to say the least. This summer may be a problem, though...
We talked a lot today about letting go of the past. I have a real problem with holding grudges- it is what I consider my worst trait. I thought I was making good progress with that, but then Friday proved I'm still holding on to how I feel I was "wronged", and pointing a finger at someone is a red flag for that. SOOOOOO, he assured me that with time I will get past it.
I have been through a bit of a spiritual journey since December. I believe a lot of things, and I have been asking the Universe for signs. A message that I keep getting from: friends, tv shows, electronic signs, commercials, church sermons, a tarot card reader (oh, yes ), this board, literally everywhere I turn is that I have "growing" to do. That word keeps popping up. I have a friend who has a bit of second sight (the things he says are uncanny, y'all), and he has told me several times I'm coming out of this on the other side a transformed person and it's a push from the universe/god to work on ME. So, that does give me some comfort
Lol! Sometimes we just need a little encouragement. I'll take it, from whatever the source!!!!
Me: 39 H: 45 Second marriage for both H left 12/2013 M:4 T:5.5
), this board, literally everywhere I turn is that I have "growing" to do. That word keeps popping up. I have a friend who has a bit of second sight (the things he says are uncanny, y'all), and he has told me several times I'm coming out of this on the other side a transformed person and it's a push from the universe/god to work on ME. So, that does give me some comfort 