My wife thinks she might be a lesbian

[Dyno]

I just got in the mail today to appear in court for them to figure out income and expenses. For support to be honest I was hoping it wouldn't have went this far. I'm sure I'm being a fool about her being a lesbian and me hoping it was just experimental. Just a fool still in love I guess. I went up to cabin this weekend to do some chores which kept my mind occupied. She sent me a few texts asking how was drive weather and cabin. My responses were just little cold out and a lot of snow. I didn't respond to one she sent asking what I do all day while I'm up there by myself. I do miss her but sticking to my guns and let the cards fall where they lay. I don't text or call her when she is gone when it's my turn at home with kids which plays heavy on my mind because I know she is with her new partner. I will continue on my end doin what I can. I will still be hopeful until signing on the dotted line. I'm not just sitting around feeling sorry for myself my time is occupied quite a bit with kids n work. It's hard being around my friends it feels totally different at the moment. I feel like sometimes I'm poison even while putting on a happy face. Thanks all this helps me feel a little better writing it down here because I don't feel judged and I don't have to burden others with my sitch. Thanks again