Wow, that must be really tough to deal with CP, especially after you thought things were looking up. And to get re-bombed on V-day to boot really stinks.

I’m sorry to hear you’re having such a hard time of it… I hope you take KML’s great advice above to heart. Also maybe consider seeing your doctor for some help, as it sounds like you may be dealing with a bit of depression.

Wishing you better days... you can do this.

M: A really long time.
Crisis: 5 years.
She's still worth it.

Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl