I think I belong here....

[praying_in_GA]

Just scrolled through years worth of H's FB posts. I found a few that made me shrivel up inside.....

Dec 22, 2009 - "thinks he loves his new wife. It wasn't supposed to happen, but I think I'll stay married a bit longer :-)"
(After we got back together the first time we went through this. I would give anything to hear/read those words again)

Aug 11, 2010 - "I love my wife. She is the greatest woman in the world. The fact that she is seriously hot doesn't hurt either."

Mar 10, 2011 - "You are the sweetest thing ever. I love you baby."

Aug 14, 2013 - "Happy Anniversary baby. I love you and look forward to many more years."

Just last year....just 6 months ago...he was looking forward to many more years. Please. Please tell me we can get back to Dec 2009. Dear God, please hold us and guide us back there. I miss those feelings so much.....