Sorry all. My head is not in a good place today.

All the thoughts are running riot in my head.
All the coulda/woulda/shoulda and what ifs.


Spoke to an IC just before and she said H is being unfair, immature and just mean in what he is doing and not talking. But that doesn't really help me with the thoughts.

I will get back to the gym tomorrow, try and get GALing again. Fake it till I make it.


W 31
H 29
DD 5
DD 4
DS 20 months

Together 10 years
Married 2 years
Bomb 1/6/14