Working on myself

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This will be a difficult week. Attorney set up a meeting to start discussing our finances and a proposal on division. I will know more after the meeting.
Next week is our first mediation for custody. Absolutely terrified about that. Does it get better when you drop your kids off or not. D2 does not want to see her dad anymore. She sat on my suitcase as I was packing for my time away until I told her she got to go and then helped pack.
Kids have been sick all week.
Bonus for me Stbx was sick this weekend and let me have them overnight on his night since he needed more time to recover. the more time with my kids the better.
Another funny thing people that haven't seen me I awhile think I look like a teenager again and very young. For some reason I look better than I did most of our marriage. Right now a lot of financial stress is away and I no longer have post Partum depression. That could be it I guess.