Getting close to the end!!

[kenva]

Had a good day yesterday with s. we went to the zoo but it was slammed packed because of the warm weather. So s wanted to go see his Grama , my MIL, which we were not far from. We went there for a few hours and went out to dinner with her. She hadn't seen him in a couple of weeks. Also got a phone call from my w sister checking in to see how I was doing. That family is awesome. Today going to church and then my moms house for the day. The grandparents don't get to see him much cause all of this. I had my moments this morning and am trying to snap out of it. It's hard. Why is this so hard? I look at my s and I sometimes get emotional.