Upwards - DB myself to happiness!

[Upwards]

Woke up this morning and my H WASNT the first thing on my mind, definitely a first!

Still NC, finding I've got a lot more head space and I'm much more relaxed, Im thinking of him often but don't have the anxiety attached anymore. Problem I'm having is that I'm fantasising that it's all going to be fine & my H is going to come to me in a few weeks & be ready to commit, how do I stop myself doing this as I don't want to set myself for a huge fall?