I was just thinking of you today and wondering how you are doing.
The anniversary is hard. And so is still wanting to bring hot chocolate (or whatever little thing you do to show you care), and knowing it is not wanted.
I just had an email exchange with my H about some tax documents. I added in some niceties (just thanks and stuff, nothing mushy!) and he ignored them. Oh well.
I hope that someday someone (maybe your W, maybe someone else) will appreciate you bringing her hot chocolate.
Some days are definitely harder than others . . . the great thing is that tomorrow is a whole new day.
me: 44 XH: 42 M 11 years D10 and S8 Bomb drop 9/27/13 D final 7/1/14