Ye, a little tip that helped me when I would be overcome with emotion like you are.

Do you have a smart phone or a tablet, etc? What I did was get the Pinterest app and create a secret board that only I could see. What I put on the board were inspirational quotes. Just do a search for them, there are tons of them.

I found that searching for them improved my self esteem. When I would feel down I would go back and read the quotes and even add more of them. I often read them before falling asleep so I would end the day feeling strong and confident. They became my personal motivational speaker.

Hang in there, we have all been there so you don't have to feel alone. With each day comes new opportunity.

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Together: 10y
Living: 9y
Married: 7y
Son:6 Son:4
Separated: 12/28/13
Piecing: 5/2/14
Separated 2nd: 10/16/14
W filed, but pulled it: 11/5/14
papers served: 1/27/15
D final: 3/6/15