Thanks for making me a fighter...

[wishing, hoping]

Lately I have started praying for H. Not for our marriage but for him to b be a better dad. I don't think it's working.

I came to D's dance to watch her and get any information needed for her performance next weekend. H said barely a half dozen words to me. So be it. D gave me lots of affection, hugs and kisses. I texted S to see if he felt better. He said he did. I asked him if he was going to church in the morning and be said no, H was making them go to OW's house. He said he didn't want to go. I told him that I was sorry, but I could do nothing about it and he needed to talk to his dad about it. He was angry and said dad was taking them asap.

I shouldn't be mad or upset and it has nothing to do with me as long as long as he has them back by tomorrow night when I pick them up.

I guess I am just venting. Even if I have the kids more H will still have them every other weekend. So I need to suck it up. I hate seeing the kid's upset.

On a better note, I found curtains for my room for only $4. I had a heck of a time hanging them on the rod I bought. But I did it. It totally changes the room. I also bought a rod for D's closet and hung up some of her nicer things. Organized her drawers too so now she can choose outfits all by herself. The closet looks so great now.

This place looks awesome. And I think the finances are coming together just swimmingly. I hope I'm not speaking too soon, but I think things are looking up.

Thanks for listening.

WH