I'm sorry you are having a difficult day. I just wanted to say it's not about giving up hope. However, you need to realize your old R is done. Put a fork in it. That doesn't mean a new R can't be better.....if that's what you truly want. I have learned this is a journey of patience and forgiveness. And I have a long way to go!
For now, focus on you and your wonderful kids. Your h is a big boy and needs to work on himself. You can't fix him. Just focus on being the best you.
It's a beautiful day in the ATL:)
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer