I may have done too much

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Re: I may have done too much Lost! #2440058 03/22/14 03:47 PM
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OP D2ndday Member D Joined: Jan 2014 Posts: 58 Maine	WOW, I am in a little shock today. As I have said, W and I had a miscarriage this past summer. When B dropped, I found out she was having a miscarriage from OM. NOW, today, I think she is pregnant again, or thinks she might be or is planning on it. I live here primarily so I know where things are and go. I couldn't help but notice as I was doing my bathroom prep, that the ovulation test package from this last summer had been moved in the cabinet. When I suspected affair, and pregnancy, I had noted how many tests where in the tin. Today I counted and 7 are missing. I had written it all down back then, and saw I had also counted the prenatal vitamins, 3 of those are missing. I am just like in shock! I mean, wow. I don't even know what I think. I am flooded with internal questions. Is she pregnant? Are they trying? Is she going to have it? WTH? If they are going to have it, planning, did she just not want one with me? I mean I don't know what to think or feel. Like I said I am just in shock over it. Now I just noticed this today, I will be checking tomorrow to see if those numbers change. But I guess it is just because this to me, changes things a bit or could. I don't know what to do or think, I mean this just happened, and I came here. I will digest this a bit I guess. On a separate note, what had originally been on my mind, is vacation. I think I am going to take a trip. I don't see the above changing that or letting it. This trip may tap my account, but, I never would have gone to this place with her. I wont be broke after, it is just a pricey trip. 1000, is a lot to me, but ive always wanted to go to this place. my sisters there, and I have not seen her in years. Though we always talk. I was reminded by my IC, what's the worse thing that can happen? It helped me realize that my worst fears, are not real. Fear of being broke and living on the street. She pointed out and its true I would never let that happen. So all that fear, is just an excuse to not live. That feeling like I need to save every dime, is keeping me from living my life. I am a traveler at heart, but instead I work at a desk. Maybe its time I lived a little. Treated myself, life is short. What happens here, will happen. Wow. Wonder what else today has in store. Me:36 Her:35 together 11yrs M 7 1/2yrs lived together 10yrs 2dogs 2cats Mortgage on a house bomb dropped 01/12/14 Separate bedrooms/W stays here some nights I want to stay married

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I may have done too much	D2ndday	01/21/14 05:12 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	01/22/14 05:11 PM
(NA) Re: I may have done too much	KarenR	01/22/14 06:32 PM
(NA) Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	01/22/14 10:15 PM
Re: (NA) Re: I may have done too much	25yearsmlc	01/30/14 02:31 AM
Re: I may have done too much	AnotherStander	01/24/14 07:12 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	01/25/14 05:37 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	01/29/14 04:20 AM
Re: I may have done too much	FlyOnTheWall	01/29/14 06:52 AM
Re: I may have done too much	TipAnna	01/29/14 03:12 PM
Re: I may have done too much	AnotherStander	01/29/14 06:45 PM
Re: I may have done too much	sandi2	01/29/14 05:07 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	01/29/14 11:13 PM
Re: I may have done too much	sandi2	01/30/14 12:18 AM
Re: I may have done too much	FlyOnTheWall	01/30/14 01:06 AM
Re: I may have done too much	sandi2	01/30/14 11:31 PM
Re: I may have done too much	inafog	01/31/14 03:58 AM
Re: I may have done too much	sandi2	02/02/14 08:18 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/03/14 04:56 AM
Re: I may have done too much	AnotherStander	02/03/14 08:16 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/04/14 05:08 AM
Re: I may have done too much	TipAnna	02/05/14 01:24 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/06/14 03:29 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/06/14 09:16 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/08/14 06:06 AM
Re: I may have done too much	Lifes Twists	02/08/14 03:16 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/16/14 04:05 PM
Re: I may have done too much	sandi2	02/16/14 05:13 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/17/14 03:42 AM
Re: I may have done too much	sandi2	02/18/14 11:29 AM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/18/14 04:39 PM
Re: I may have done too much	sandi2	02/18/14 07:44 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/19/14 03:22 AM
Re: I may have done too much	LFC1170	02/19/14 04:14 AM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/19/14 05:50 PM
Re: I may have done too much	LFC1170	02/19/14 06:53 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/20/14 04:13 PM
Re: I may have done too much	LFC1170	02/20/14 06:49 PM
Re: I may have done too much	blinded	02/20/14 08:14 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/20/14 11:31 PM
Re: I may have done too much	LFC1170	02/21/14 04:45 AM
Re: I may have done too much	AnotherStander	02/21/14 03:52 PM
Re: I may have done too much	LFC1170	02/21/14 05:24 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/22/14 04:17 PM
Re: I may have done too much	LFC1170	02/22/14 06:18 PM
Re: I may have done too much	TipAnna	02/22/14 08:51 PM
Re: I may have done too much	sandi2	02/22/14 10:21 PM
Re: I may have done too much	LFC1170	02/23/14 12:09 AM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/23/14 03:24 AM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/23/14 03:59 AM
Re: I may have done too much	trying very hard	02/23/14 01:04 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/23/14 04:24 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/24/14 03:00 AM
Re: I may have done too much	TipAnna	02/24/14 02:25 PM
Re: I may have done too much	zew	02/24/14 03:52 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/26/14 04:04 PM
Re: I may have done too much	zew	02/26/14 06:33 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/28/14 03:43 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	03/01/14 01:41 AM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	03/01/14 03:55 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	03/01/14 10:14 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lostinpain	03/02/14 01:25 AM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	03/02/14 01:48 AM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	03/02/14 04:12 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	03/05/14 06:06 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	03/08/14 05:01 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	03/10/14 02:32 PM
Re: I may have done too much	unbidden	03/10/14 02:34 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	03/10/14 02:43 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	03/14/14 03:34 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	03/14/14 06:11 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	03/15/14 03:18 PM
Re: I may have done too much	ye21	03/15/14 03:46 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	03/16/14 09:47 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	03/17/14 03:58 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	03/17/14 06:33 PM
Re: I may have done too much	sandi2	03/18/14 02:34 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Wonka	03/18/14 02:42 PM
Re: I may have done too much	sandi2	03/18/14 08:33 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	03/19/14 03:32 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	03/21/14 12:27 AM
Re: I may have done too much	ye21	03/21/14 01:59 AM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	03/21/14 03:10 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	03/21/14 04:55 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	03/22/14 03:47 PM
Re: I may have done too much	ye21	03/22/14 05:04 PM
Re: I may have done too much	paul19510	03/22/14 07:46 PM
Re: I may have done too much	paul19510	03/22/14 07:49 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Duds3	03/22/14 09:03 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/24/14 04:39 PM
Re: I may have done too much	blinded	02/24/14 08:05 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/25/14 04:05 AM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	02/25/14 03:12 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	02/25/14 03:23 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	02/25/14 03:28 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/25/14 03:54 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	02/25/14 04:42 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	02/25/14 05:01 PM
Re: I may have done too much	Lost!	02/26/14 05:01 AM
Re: I may have done too much	zew	02/25/14 04:07 PM
Re: I may have done too much	InLikeFlynn	02/17/14 03:42 AM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	01/31/14 04:06 AM
Re: I may have done too much	inafog	01/31/14 04:14 AM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	01/31/14 04:28 PM
Re: I may have done too much	AnotherStander	01/31/14 07:34 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/01/14 05:13 PM
Re: I may have done too much	AnotherStander	01/29/14 06:41 PM
Re: I may have done too much	knittedscarff	02/03/14 06:06 PM
Re: I may have done too much	D2ndday	02/03/14 07:12 PM

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