I think I belong here....

[praying_in_GA]

Well, I did pull it it together enough to survive the night. This morning it's still off so I guess that's that. He is also looking for a new cell phone plan. He said I pay too much for the two of us on our plan.

I need to find a way to emotionally and mentally let it go. Hanging onto hope is just tearing me apart. It's days like today I wish didn't have to see him so I could be sad and cry and just sit here.

I'm tired of the broken heart. I'm tired of the broken feelings. I'm tired of it all. I want my husband. I want my family intact. I want to be loved and to love him. I want nightmare to end.