I am feeling very used by her. Like I was just the fall back guy that can take care of her. I'm not sure if she really wants to be with me at this point, I think she does at least slightly, and that would have been enough to at least start piecing our relationship. But this situation might be too much for me to handle.
You also need to see something my friend...you dont have to go back with her because this is what she wants now....you can choose too...let time work and give you a more clear response about this, you dont have take a decission right now....just so you know...if this is a deal breaker for you...its beneficial for you to listen to yourself and move forward with your decission...why would you be involved in something that its always gonna cause you pain? If its not a deal breaker for you...then you can start working on the M with her...now its your choice, not her choice anymore...use time wisely and analyze what your life will be with and without her...
When the student its ready, the teacher will appear... Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me." Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.
