I truly believe if my ex would of exposed it and faught harder for me. I would of snapped out of it. I had no faith in God then and I was living a fantasy then. I lived with guilt for 9 years with the A girl. It become coveince and very toxic relationship. I wish I would of seeked counceling for my issues of being alone or abandon as a child. See my w has anxiety, depression and self esteem issues...she needs help. She said she has a great relationship with God. Sorry to say God doesn't like affairs and divorce. I know this affair won't last long. She has a very soft heart and she also is very sensitive. I know she has a ton of guilt. I'm not sure I really know what to do at this point.
