Go- SHE KNOWS YOU FKKING LOVE HER!!!! If you didnt she wouldnt have seen the changes that she has said she noticed.
Ok, thanks, I just laughed out loud, I needed that. I certainly hope she does.
Another thing that came up was that we both decided that 1 week on 1 week off with the kids does not work for us. We miss them too much to not see them for a week on end. She passingly mentioned that we could maybe do dinner once a week, but I did not push her or ask her to clarify. I will see if she extends the invite in the coming week.
Living this by her timeline is a little frustrating, okay really frustrating. If there is something I want to do I am a little like a race horse being held back except I can't show her that I am chomping on the bit. Don't want her to feel pressure.
What I would like to do is tell her I would like to go on the swimming weekend she is going on in a week with the kids for our niece's birthday. But, I don't want to pursue and pressure her... but damn, I really want to be there.
M:34 XW:34 Together: 10y Living: 9y Married: 7y Son:6 Son:4 Separated: 12/28/13 Piecing: 5/2/14 Separated 2nd: 10/16/14 W filed, but pulled it: 11/5/14 papers served: 1/27/15 D final: 3/6/15
