One more thing that I'm questioning. Wife has birthday dinner with kids tonight at restaurant. I've been invited, not sure if I should go or not . Anyone have thoughts. It's just my W and kids. I'm pretty torn.

Me: 40
Wife: 38
M: 10. T: 18
S: 8, D: 6, S: 4
BD 02/01/14
Asked her to leave 02/01/14

Keeping the dream alive