Upwards - DB myself to happiness!

[Upwards]

I sent my H an email last night running through how I want things to work with the kids and if he needs to contact about the business etc. I got this reply today, sounds like my ultimatum and stopping contact has given him a kick up to butt...

Hi W,

I do care about u, but I struggle with my own fears.

I miss my friend but know it's too hard for u at the min. I'm sitting down with Steve (counselor) on Monday and I want to write u a letter and get past my fears of loosing control.

Hope the kids are good I miss them loads. If u need some money for the bills or stuff for the kids don t hesitate to tell me and I will do my best to sort it.

I take full responsibility for all of this, I honestly dont want to hurt u anymore x