Upwards I am in the same situation you are...not knowing if I am getting D or not, but while my W figures out things I cant treat myself like I am not worth it, I know its hard and maybe they never come back but Ibam not the one who forced her to leave the house, I am not the cause of her unhapiness, so why would I stop being happy? Fake it untill you make it, he knows how you are and he wants you back he is also gonna have to fight for that...my W knows me if she wants me back she is gonna have to deal with her fears and insecurities... I cant be in a R in which everytime she is scared she runs away.... And if she doesnt come back ever thats her choice and I respect that...its hard I know my W left only 2 months and a half ago...but stopping living my life and enjoying things because one person wasnt happy?? Then what? 2 unhapppy people? Lets be serious as much as I love her, I love myself too and yes or yes I am gonna move on with my life... Either she likes or not...thats my choice not her choice wink and you have to do the same...

When the student its ready, the teacher will appear...
Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me."
Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.