Upwards - DB myself to happiness!

[Upwards]

In the past when I've tried NC & ended up contacting him I've then just beat myself up & ended up back in full contact - I CANT let that happen this time, need to see it like an addiction & get "back on the wagon" as quick as possible after a slip instead of going on a binge lol.

Yes he's already pulled the "feel sorry for me" card by saying he's worn out with it all, erm yep me too matey!! Not falling for it, he can't manipulate me anymore like he once used to, I'm wise to his tactics now most of the time. When im feeling low is when I get sucked in, all the more reason to resist contact though I suppose!

Thanks again Breakdown, really appreciated.