For Scorp7...since your thread is locked.

[Scorp7]

Thanks, I've been really, really hard on myself for the situation. I got very low for the first 2 or 3 months after my W left, dangerously so. My only thoughts at the time were that I screwed up horribly and had to do anything I could to get my W and kids back. I thought of them together and that I owed it to my kids to "fix" things with my W so that they could have their family back.

Honestly, I'm still dealing with guilt but I know I can't let it effect what I'm doing anymore.