[TL72*]

Just keep on keepin' on - that's all you can do. Don't worry about "why" because it would only be speculation and you can't change it anyway. You didn't do anything wrong. Still his journey. Don't contact him until closer to the deadline. I know what you mean that it bugs you, this whole MLC bugs me. Let him keep the distance, in fact - enjoy it. Try and focus on something else instead of wondering what he's doing. I'm thinking the more distance he keeps, the less drama for you. I am telling myself this because mine is doing the same thing. Trying to see it from a different perspective, so many people here still have their MLC'er at home or in contact all the time and I'm thinking maybe he's doing me a favor by not contacting me, yes I wonder a lot, but I don't see the actions so I don't know and it doesn't hurt me further. Sometimes I just think eff him, this is my life now and it no longer revolves around him so forget about it. easier said than done. It's like that kid in the back seat on vacation "are we there yet? are we there yet" no... we're not there yet. ugh. hang in there BF, you'll get through this. One day we'll all look back and go "we did it!" and be stronger for it. I hope!