Luke all this fear and anxiety are preventing you from doing anything. the analyzing, the concocting of scenarios, the intricate planning, the endless what-ifs, are all methods of procrastination, they're all designed to keep you from acting on your fears. you over-analyze until the opportunity has expired and then just accept the end results.
ask yourself how often you've created these scenarios of failure, but worked through it anyway only to discover it was nothing like you imagined it would be.
analyzing is helpful to determine what you want, but i believe you know exactly what you want from the beginning.
instead, practice immediate action, and show yourself the outcome will be fine. and by continued practice you'll be able to manage your fear.
"In a ham and eggs breakfast, the hen is involved, but the pig is committed".
