You know what ye21? I can barely remember. I had a large, varied circle of friends, and was always busy, always out visiting someone, doing something. I am trying to get that back but it seems much harder 10 years down the road.
I am trying to force myself out there, but it's hard, especially with my guys in tow. But I am getting there and there are some super kind people out there.
I just don't know what he is hoping to achieve by moving home. He says no hope to reconciliation, so why come home now, 3 months after he made the break. Isn't it a big step backward for him? I feel like he is pushing me backwards. Trying to upset things all over again. Regain control for himself b
