Update: So after all my anxiety today, H didn't show. He finally text at 1630 asking if I was going to be home tonight. I replied yes, but my parents were arriving and staying for a week. He then said 'I don't want to see them and I don't want a scene in front of the kids'. Ridiculous statement, so not what my family are like and he knows it. Just another reason to stay away and blame me. Then he said some more nasty comments and told me to organise mediation. Apparently once all that is sorted be will be a more attentive dad.
I honestly feel like giving up. He will not speak to me. He is filled with hate for me and I don't know where it is coming from. I cannot see a path back from here. And he certainly doesn't want to try right now.
I am trying to GAL, to keep moving forward. I am just so sad.
